Anonymous asked: hi ashleigh, i’m sorry for what i’m about to run by you but i have exhausted all other options, you know, i’ve just had enough. Basically i am sure i’m 'into' boys but i don’t know how to deal with it. nobody knows and it is eating me up inside. i do get with girls with the help of some alcomahol but it actually makes me feel pre sick. i wish i could be strait. so bad. but i can’t and i don’t know how or have any motivation to deal with it anymore. i feel like i am just at the end. i’m really hating life and nobody would ever even know as i just plaster on a smile.